Breathe simply

Y1S2

2011-10-27T22:37:00.006+08:00

it's a new semester~ with specs and new frame of mind~<3

this is the first short semester in my degree and it seems quite short (b4 school starts)..

7 teaching weeks only ma.. XD but after I've gone for the first math lecture, i realise that it's way tooooooo fast~!! i was like OMG!!! GG.com!! the syllabus has 6 chapters and we need to finish it within 7 weeks!! and it is like one chapter per week!! damn compact!!!

this semester i have 3 subjects, math, English and Japanese.. that's rite, I'm learning Japanese right now.. and i know how to read already!! although i am very slow.. hehe

おはよございです。

わたしは羅です。

わたしは十九歳です。

わたしはラーマン大学の学生です。

we went to cameron highlands last weekend, the weather there damn nice and syok.. how i wish i could stay there in order to get a little bit fairer.. hehe ><

I've enjoyed those 2 days and thank you mom and dad for bringing me there again after 11 years!!

I LOVE IT~<3

week 4 nia.. nia??!!

2011-06-22T00:02:00.004+08:00

week 4 nia.. nia??!!
my friend seems to have a busy life in degree BUT i was free like hell!! o.O
they already started their assignments, reports since UTAR stands for

Unlimited

Tests,

Assignments and

Reports..

but I'm still very free like I've learnt nth for the past 4 weeks..

seniors said after week 6, all the assessment will release, then only will start the so-called "busy" life.. cnt the lectures distribute our assessment evenly?? then we will not have to rush for several assignments in the same duration ma..

zy say my foundation i can get 3.5++, then degree i can only get 3.0++
can i aim at higher gpa?? but i scare 爬得越高，跌得越伤..
try lo.. :P

i love you mom

2011-06-04T18:45:00.001+08:00

Mom it's your birthday

Thanks for all the care and love you give

Not to mention all the meals

Times I get kinda nervous

And forget to tell you how I feel

(Shoo-bidoo-shoo-bidoo)

I'm a little high strung

It's just because I'm young

Mom I adore ya

And I'll do anything for ya

Although my brothers make me frantic

With every single crazy antic

And when I'm bouncing off the walls

Your the one who keeps calm! (You're the one who keeps calm! )

Because you love me for who I am

I'll always love you mom

(Doo-doo-doo-doo)

from phineas_and_ferb

fundamental of surveying

2011-06-03T11:04:00.002+08:00

yesterday had the 1st lecture class of fundamental of surveying, since our EV students only have 5 from y1s2 and 7 from y1s1, so we're having combine class with construction management's students..

our lecture, Cik Nor Faiza binti Abd Rahman, keep mention that we're in engineering field compared to CM that is classified as science field, make me start to worry.. some more the seniors in EV course, some manage to maintain a cgpa of 3.8 or 3.9 above make me worry even more..

science is a basic knowledge while engineering is the making practical application of the knowledge of sciences, much much more details.. she expect we can do better and to score an A in this subject.. i'll try!!

a new journey

2011-05-31T01:19:00.001+08:00

30th may, a new journey begins..

I've successfully make myself into a so-called university students.. I've started my degree course as a junior in environmental engineering, EV..

It's such a big difference between foundation and degree. In degree, the classes are much lesser and not that compact as compared to foundation and this will make me even lazier, i think.. and there are apparently lesser classes available to choose from as well.. so I get a not-so-good timetable..

while compare to other courses, my course is consider as a new course, only started a couples of years ago, so there is no graduate in this course for now.. EV only have 38 students included our may 2011 intake, but for biomedical science course, there are 380 students, 10 times greater than ours.. it's HUGE!!

well, hope can cope with all the seniors, lectures, assignments, projects and finals for this coming 4 years, I'll try my best~!! XD

mother's day`11

2011-05-14T12:25:00.003+08:00

saturday, went klang for seafood AGAIN~~

sunday, went to damansara for my cousin's open house and celebrate mother's day there with my grandma, aunties and my mom~

happy mother's day <3

三月廿六

2011-04-28T10:19:00.002+08:00

一年了，您过得可好？

原谅我的过失，没能记得今天。如果不是妈妈给我打电话，我真的不记得了。
难怪今早总是睡不好，凌晨时分就醒过来了。我想是您的缘故吧！

妈妈给我打电话说的时候，我想起了那天，情景一幕一幕地浮现在我脑海里，眼泪不自主地掉了下来。虽然我有很多的不满，但您始终是我的亲人啊！因为这是命运...

十公斤的行李箱

2011-04-18T13:18:00.006+08:00

转眼间，foundation in science只剩下两个礼拜，时间过得真快，真有点舍不得。我还记得我刚上来金宝的那个傻样，刚认识你们的那个呆样，刚一起出去吃晚餐的那个蠢样，现在回想起，真是笑死我了。xp

曾经一起吵架过...曾经一起闹纠纷过...

曾经一起笑过... 曾经一起哭过...

曾经一起分享过...曾经一起游戏过...

曾经一起嬉戏过...曾经一起读书过...

曾经一起活动过...曾经一起发神经过...

曾经一起用餐过...曾经一起忙碌过...

曾经互相挺立对方过...曾经互相包容过...

曾经一起哭笑不得过...

许许多多的曾经，许许多多的回忆..

这些回忆让我们的求学生涯添加了色彩..

让我们都经历过快乐，悲伤，忧虑，害怕...

期盼着要到的将来，

等待着要到的未来...

愿大家的友情，

永远都没有句号;

愿大家的友情，

永远都没有污点...

把每一份真诚的友谊，

都藏在心中...

这一年来，谢谢你们啦!我懂我的臭脾气很难顶，委屈你们啦！

谢谢你们曾经陪伴着我...~

谢谢你们让我的回忆更美满...^^

希望我们以后还能继续联络哦..

不要忘记我哦.......

黄振宇 – 脾气很好，不管怎样对他，都是能摆出个可爱的臭脸。最 panai 的是弄一些搞怪的音响效果。第一次看你emo，有被吓倒。千万不要再emo了，你emo时，很恐怖咧！很会想的一位男生，我真的很佩服你，加油！

余咏茜 – 讲话太直了，属于头脑简单型的。讲话真的很有爆發力，往往是会吓倒人的那种。虽然都是没有心的，但往往听的人会被hurt到的。我们俩一起把这坏习惯给改掉吧！

梁光丰 – 菜头！！聰明，做任何事都有目的及计划，而且全力以赴；懂得自制和自管理。做事很有效率。人很好，脾气也很好。想到你那天生病好后摆给我的笑脸，很搞笑。如果我平时讲话又不小心伤到你，抱歉啦！

蔡佩盈 – 第一次遇见跟我同名的人。活力充沛，早上一条虫，晚上一条龙！临时抱佛脚是没有用的，书不是在短短几小时内就可以读完的，要学会好好安排你的时间表和生活作息。感情方面请妥当解决，己所不欲，勿施于人。

符洲洋 – 姓符鬼！！没有脾气，整天被我欺负。你是一位很好的聆听者，谢谢你听我讲废话。试下放开心胸去聆听别人的意见，有可能你会的得到释怀。感情丰富是好，但不要over。你也是一个，emo时超恐怖的！

覃懋翰 – 你不笑的样子也很凶下，跟我也是有face problem的。嘻！祝学业进步，希望degree可以看到你，加油！

陈庆木 – 珍重

冯扬捷 – 小气鬼！！有烦恼不要收起来，我不介意听你发唠叨的。有一次我很stress，你过来摸我的头，我立刻整个人松下来了。能给到我像哥哥感觉。感情方面就不要再执着了，你会找到的。

沈慧珊 – 来到金宝第一位认识到的朋友。你说你曾经讨厌我，我有被hurt到咯！但都是自己的性格弄到的，我会试下改的。想到你生日那天的礼物，就笑死我了！哈哈！跟你讲话很relief，你总是能平复到我。

谢佩仪 – 刚开始认识你的时候，给我有种很难相处的感觉。但熟下来后，才发现你也是有金牛座的牛脾气-固执。学会放慢脚步来享受学习乐趣，不要这样stress。做人要变通一点，不要死板板。

叶康祺 – 珍重

黄绣雯 – 不要什么事都选择逃避，不是每件事都能置之不理的。当问题找上门时，你就要试着去解决它。不能一个人解决时，不要害羞，直接来找我！做事情不要说一套做一套，这会让身边的人觉得你不能信任。

陈婉琳 – 虽然你表面上不会怎样表现你的情绪，但我知道其实你私底下也是很stress的。试下放开点，这样才能享受学习的乐趣。

林家德 – 有你在的地方就一定有欢笑，希望你能继续把欢笑带给别人。但作弄人家不要玩得这样过火。

林文杰 – 很会社交，也很会讲话。你的想法我觉得会比同年龄的来得更成熟些，因为你都见惯了大场面。做事情也是不要说一套做一套，这会让身边的人很反感的。

严崇殷 – 不要这么静，尝试多说话。吃多点，太瘦了。

邱振吉 – 发福了，珍重

林俊登 – 超羡慕你那排洁白又整齐的牙齿。

林晋亿 – 我没有你想象中的那么坚强，有很多时候我都是装出来罢了。

朱配丰 – 珍重

黄家杰 – 不要这么静，尝试多说话。

朱程章 – 阳光型男孩！

一个月后，我们将各奔前途。路途遥远，累了，就停下来歇一歇，喘一喘气，然后继续奔驰。休息时，不妨回忆一下，回忆总是美好的。我们的回忆不止十公斤罢了！

新的学期，新的环境，新的朋友，新的感觉，都得从新出发，从心出发。

加油！！珍重！！

i'm not a good girl.. maybe..

2011-04-14T17:40:00.003+08:00

has been quite desperate since yesterday night after mom gave me a phone call..
sorry for not being by your side.. i know you're the only one at home now since dad went outstation and I'm at kampar here.. i know u have no one to complain to.. how i wish i can transport back home yesterday night.. but i really can't think of one reason that why don't u just tell dad and me the truth??!! why just keep it silent??!! and not allow bro to tell both of us either??!!

maybe I'm not a good girl.. or maybe I'm not good enough.. but you're making me worry about you even more.. i did not forget about brother and sister at home.. it's just that i have nth in common to chat with them over telephone..

I'll always love u <3

1 to go~!!

2011-03-31T00:13:00.006+08:00

MATH down!!

1 to go~ woohoo~~

today math test, darn it, the questions all so tricky.. i have no confirm answers at all..

all also not sure, not confirm, uncertainty..zzz..

tmr physics test, the hardest test i guess, coz test 1 was as easy as kacang putih and mr lim had said that he wan kill us all out in test 2.. OMG.. waiting for execution by hanging..

saw this scenery when cycling through ktar to have dinner with frens, so nice the lakeview & sunset~

after tmr, we're all FREE!! free from test!! then have at least a weekend to sleep until wake up naturally, no more alarms!!

btw, still have assignment discussion tmr night, hope can settle it tmr.. next monday need to hand in jo.. must finish tmr!!

exhausted

2011-03-23T23:09:00.006+08:00

time really does fly, this week is week 10 jo..
10 weeks had passed since i started my sem 3.. busying around, still cnt really set my mind down.. dunno wad i've been buzzing off about o.O

maybe is the CNY holiday week gua.. all the schedule had been mixed up.. full report late out.. all still wondering around like we're just stared our trimester!!

well.. going to finish my test 2 next week.. 3 more papers to go.. wan to study this weekend but so many activities turn up:
-McDonald breakfast
-karaoke competition
-programming concept assignment
-pang pang's birthday
-dental appointment
-volunterism run
-secret recipe
-tutorials
-reports..zzzz...

1 more month, n i've done my foundation study.. hopefully can proceed to degree this coming May.. itu baru panggil university ma..

p\s:wish to have a whole day to watch drama from morning until night without being distracted by other thing ~tee-hee~

satisfied

2011-02-22T22:48:00.002+08:00

deng,deng~ 2 more days & i'm going back to KL~~~ lala~~

well, started my test 1 last week, n this week more test of coz:
tueday - physics
wednesday - chemistry
thursday - programming

3 days COMBO!!! *ka-cha-bomb!!*

get my math result yesterday, 1 mark missed for the missing square.. >.<''
n today teacher also distribute the bio result, quite ok for me..
hope to maintain this kind of level.. i dun wan get a B for bio anymore..
since form 4, i think, my bio RARELY get an A, my bio is doomed to be B
since B for Biology!!

undecided

2011-02-17T23:31:00.002+08:00

finally after 2 sem of struggling, I've started my 3rd trimester. Due to laziness, my 2nd sem result is worse than the 1st sem.. so this sem i must work harder in order to aim for 3.700

but only in this trimester, i start to confuse about my path in degree.. T.T
I've already registered environmental engineering b4 i started my foundation study in UTAR, but now my will towards this subjects not that strong as b4.. i'm thinking of taking applied math since math is quite interesting subject for me..(if pang pang see this post, he'll kill me xp)

went to have a talk with hui shang, n she scolded me:" Aiyo, dun think too must la.. just continue wad ever u like.."

i think i need to go home n have a talk with my mom.. hope that she can enlighten me

my brother

2011-01-16T21:53:00.008+08:00

hi, it's been 2 months i din update my blog.. well, kinda busy coz have to sit for final exam, but acually is my lazy bone dun wan to cooperate with me..haha><

today feel like talking about my brother, when we were kids, we're busing fighting each other alost everyday i think, but now, time passed by, both of us grown up & now we become much closer. I still rmb that once i kiced him 'rolled' down my house staircase, but he sais he cnt rmb it, well maybe he is too small that time..

CNY is round the corner and we are baking biscuits.. my brother is the one who make the pattern on the peanut biscuits & arrange it properly, nicely & orderliness on the tray to be baked, in other words, he is so 'yim jim'
see how he arrange the biscuit -->>

my brother is in charge of his class billboard & he has to draw the other 11 zodiac for it.. see whether u guys can recognise each 1 of them

baa, happy birthday~!!

2010-11-19T21:51:00.003+08:00

this is the 1st year(i think), cnt celebrace birthday with my beloved father.. coz i'm staying in kampar and din go back hometown coz busy with my exams, reports, presentations, etc..

anyway, i would like to wish my dad:

a very happy birthday~~

very u all the best in ur career

and healthy always~~

love u always~~

心情涂鸦

2010-10-22T15:20:00.003+08:00

不知不觉，已经十月了，好快哦~

2010年是我有史以来过得最快且最忙的一年，甚至还忙过考SPM，这一年当中，我经历了不少，因为今年发生了太多太多。。

还记得刚考完SPM的我（十二月中），傻下傻下就new year了，然后因为收到信要当兵，果真的去了。还记得当兵的第一天，带去的行李箱竟然坏了。那三个月当中，学到的也不少，我也还记得当兵的最后一天，所有学员的眼泪是没有停止过的，直到巴士驶出营地大门为止。

3月10日，SPM成绩揭晓。在家呆了三个多星期，到麦当当打工去。还记得打工的第一天，抹桌子收tray了四个钟，手都起疱了。那一个多月当中，终于明白了为什么打工总比读书的受气。我也还记得打工的最后一天，虽然同事们都是友族朋友，但嘻嘻哈哈的日子总让我不舍得。面对有求多多的顾客，表面上嘻皮笑面，但一转过身后，哈哈，什么三字经都出完来了。

在妈妈的催促下，我也决定了我该往哪一个方向继续升学，form 6，foundation，A-level，还是diploma，真的有够烦的。爸妈甚至还亲自在UTAR perak campus开放日的时候，载我上来survey下，最后填表格时，就填了金宝。

5月17日，我生日，顶他！生日当天竟然考车的时候竟然fail掉了，都不懂自己在发什么神经，上山的时候，还没有到黄线，就踩brek了，aduh，真的在发梦啦。第二次机会也是酱的死样，搞什么哦？

五月尾，要开学了，就到金宝来了。刚开始时，真的很不惯，甚至晚上还睡不着。眼睁睁到天亮。过后都被功课忙昏了头，什么也管不了那么多。庆幸的是，能认识到一班疯疯癫癫的朋友，一切都已足够了。哭过，笑过，癫过，疯过，白痴过，傻过，emo过，哭笑不得过~~这一切一切，都不比享受生活过来的更值得去珍惜。

转眼间，已经是第二个学期的week 5了，突然间好想家哦！因为环境，改变了我对家的看法。我想其他游子们能明白我的意思吧！

男女之间也可以是好朋友

2010-09-29T23:39:00.000+08:00

男生说……

有种女生让我很喜欢，

却不忍动情。

跟那种女生在一起时，

会有种温暖的感觉，

那感觉并不出自一时的冲动,

而是来自于彼此心灵的了解。

真的，跟那种女生在一起时，

只有彼此心中的感动和心灵的交会，

没错，

当你发现她的心和你是如此贴近时，

常会想给她个结实的拥抱，

但仅仅在这个想法萌生后的一瞬间，

你们只会相视一笑，

有些东西是比爱情更珍贵的。

这种女生当女朋友是种浪费……

我害怕她做的我女朋友后,

我必须每天守着电话等着她的声音出现，

我害怕我必须说些花言巧语的话哄她，

更加害怕现实的束缚，

会限制住纯洁的心。

这种女生，

喜欢，

但我不会动情，

或者，

这就叫红颜知己……

既不用为情所困，

为她的行为控制自己喜怒哀乐，

又能享有心灵上的交流。

有很多人都为交不到女朋友所苦，

但我觉得，

假如没有了这种知己，

人生，

便多了许多遗憾……

女生说……

有一些男生，

很令我动心，

但却不会动情。

怎么说呢，

因为他们给我的感觉像朋友，

真正的朋友。

我可以和他们很坦诚的谈论彼此的爱情、婚姻、人生……

以及种种的烦恼……

在他们面前，

我会忘记自己是女生，

就不会撒娇、嫉妒、小心眼……

我和他们各站在天平的两端，

我们可以一同看电影、郊游回来，

在车站挥挥手，各自去等自己的车，走自己的路。

这种感觉……

是一种很难用语言能形容的愉悦……

信不信，

跟这些男生相处在一起，

甚至比跟同类的女生相处来的愉快。

女生的聚会，是黏稠稠的，

像一锅浓粥，温暖在胸，

但是吃多了会撑，一眨眼又饿，

而且很多女生都为情所困，

谈来谈去总是心有千千结，

别人管也管不完，跟这些男生相处，

我很惊讶……

他们不必从文字、故事的迷林披荆斩棘，

就能一眼洞穿人生的奥秘，

甚至开始为旁边的同行者掌灯，

能结交有智慧、理想与热情的朋友，

是人一生莫大的幸福吧。

我是这样着迷于他们高贵的气质，

也感谢他们把我当「朋友」看待，

不因为我是女生，

就随便说些甜言蜜语来哄我，

或者根本不睬我。

如果追求人生的伴侣也必须如此相知相惜，

那我实在「舍不得」把这些男生当成男朋友，

我害怕一旦变成男女朋友，

我就会计较他不送我回家……

他不说些好听的动心话……

他宁可送我「尼采与上帝」也不送一粒巧克力……

我还担心从此他只要我乖乖的陪在一旁，

微笑地看他在众人间侃侃而谈，

我发问的机会都没有。

男女之间，其实不只有爱情……

有种友情，是只可会意不可言传的。

彼此之间有种惺惺相惜的感觉，

不必害怕别人的误会，

因为彼此心中坦荡，

很喜欢这种“兄弟”之称的友谊，

这种朋友有种信赖的安全感，

可以肆无忌惮的说笑，

天马行空的胡扯，

彼此之间没有包袱，

但有种珍惜，

是对友谊的珍惜。

你也许会对他(她）撒娇，

但不会妒忌他（她）对别人也如此，

不用再他面前装做淑女（或不用在她面前装做绅士），

有种朋友即使很久没见也不会生疏，

相见时的相视一笑，

便会有种心有灵犀的感觉，

和他（她）在一起时，

不必担心会背叛你，

因为他只会给你默默地支持，

即使你受伤了，

他也会给你做坚强的后盾。

心情不好时，

他(她)会装傻逗你笑，

生病时，他(她)会叮嘱你要小心什么，

每逢特别节日时，

他（她)会发一条简信祝福你，

很多人都希望有这种友谊，

因为它不需要负担与责任，

我想这种友谊也要讲机缘吧，

友谊也需要关心、谅解、信任。

我希望友谊地久天长。

我很珍惜我身边的每一位朋友谢谢你们对我的支持与爱护。

critical thinking assignment

2010-08-01T11:07:00.002+08:00

What is critical thinking? The answer is think critically.

There will be an assignment for critical thinking. Issue analysis presentation.

work in groups of four
choose ONE issue that is open to ARGUMENT (what does that means?)
do not select any sensitive issues (allergic??)

The issue that we choose is:

baby abortion

a.k.a.

baby abundant

a.k.a.

baby dumping

our group is the first group to present and now I do not have a proper idea in my mind.. going to die soon.. RIP

hopefully that Mr Bala don't want be so "long gas" once he start talking, he will never end..aduh

week 8 了

2010-07-25T11:25:00.003+08:00

星期六早上，七早爬起来到巴刹去，第一次去，感觉很新鲜，毕竟都呆在这里整两个月的时间了，都没有到过旧街厂，所以就试下咯。

在金宝看到莲花，一直都很想吃莲蓬，已经有很久没有吃过了，哈，竟然在巴刹给我看到了，就买了下来。就是因为很久都没有吃过，所以我忘记了它的吃法。就整粒这样放进口里，奇怪，怎么味道涩涩的？不好意识，阿木，吃错方法了，呵呵^^

转眼间，已经week 8了，很难想象我们sem 2会怎样，有点舍不得我们TZ15的同学，都是因为有Ricardo在，我们才能混到这样熟~感谢他

还有一件事，fun fair is coming to kampar~ 看到它，让我回想起很多小时候的事情，人越长越大，所怀念的事会越来越多。。所以要试着活在当下，珍惜拥有。

morning jog

2010-07-22T22:00:00.003+08:00

one month din update my blog *rusting*

suddenly feel like writing it~

today early in the morning

wake up n have a morning jog with friends of TZ15

really surprise that egg egg would actually appear in front of me

having a great breakfast chit-chatting with them

n love the view that the lake side would be during sunset~

it's really a good choice to study at kampar here than at PJ

teehee ^___^

one thing that i learn from university

2010-06-21T20:21:00.003+08:00

小学咧，就一个老师教多多科；
中学咧，就一个老师教一科；
大学咧，就多多老师教一科。

it's been awhile~

2010-06-11T22:36:00.005+08:00

it's really been awhile since my last post, well maybe because i started my journey as a UTARian

my U, utar which is in perak campus, is quite ok for me, coz i din like the transport problem in PJ, i rather study outstation. But 1 thing not nice in this town is, there are no entertainment, that's mean no movie, no tv, no shopping, no rapid KL, no LRT, etc..

everyday after school, sure go out for dinner; n every Wednesday, sure go for pasar malam; n every weekend, sure wake up late.. haha ><>

bought a bicycle, n ride to school everyday..n the parking slot is like this!!

having my foundation studies as a member of group 15. Still getting use to the others group members. Hope can have fun n enjoy every moment of being an UTARian~

十句话

2010-05-31T22:53:00.003+08:00

第一句
如果我们之间有1000步的距离
你只要跨出第1步
我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步

第二句
通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人
才是真正爱你的人

第三句
付出真心才会得到真心
却也可能伤得彻底
保持距离就能保护自己
却也注定永远寂寞

第四句
有时候不是对方不在乎你
而是你把对方看得太重

第五句
朋友就是把你看透了还能喜欢你的人

第六句
就算是believe 中间也藏了一个lie

第七句
真正的好朋友
并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题
而是在一起就算不说话
也不会感到尴尬

第八句
没有一百分的另一半
只有五十分的两个人

第九句
为你的难过而快乐的是敌人
为你的快乐而快乐的是朋友
为你的难过而难过的
就是那些该放进心里的人

第十句
冷漠有时候并不是无情
只是一种避免被伤害的工具

the meaning of a friend

2010-05-20T16:01:00.002+08:00

friends is...

(a)ccepts u as who u r
(b)elive in u
(c)alls u just to say "hi"
(d)oesn't give up on u
(e)nvisions the whole of u
(f)orgives ur mistake
(g)ives unconditionally
(h)elps u
(i)nvites u over
(j)ust be with u
(k)eeps u close at heart
(l)oves u for who u r
(m)akes a difference in ur life
(n)ever judges
(o)ffers support
(p)icks u up
(q)uites ur fears
(r)aises ur spirits
(s)ays nice thing about u
(t)ells u the truth when u need to hear it
(u)nderstands u
(v)alues u
(w)alks beside u
(x)-plain things u don't understand
(y)ells when u won't listen and
(z)aps u back to reality

心情涂鸦

2010-05-11T17:45:00.003+08:00

有些感情我们习以为常，就如每时每刻呼吸的空气，因为太平常，所以感觉不到它的存在。

有些关系我们以为不必维系，就像一杯平淡的白开水，以为太自然，也不曾想到有一天会失去。

过去，我曾忽略她；如今，我却失去她。

British English vs. Malaysian/Singorean English‏

2010-03-28T12:41:00.004+08:00

Who says our English is teruk? Just read below - Ours is simple, short, concise, straight-to-the-point, effective etc.

WHEN GIVING A CUSTOMER BAD NEWS
Britons: I'm sorry, sir, but we don't seem to have the sweater you want in your size, but if you give me a moment, I can call the other outlets for you.

Malaysians: No stock.

RETURNING A CALL
Britons: Hello, this is John Smith. Did anyone call for me a few moments ago?

Malaysians: Hello, who call?

ASKING SOMEONE TO MAKE WAY
Britons: Excuse me, I would like to get by. Would you please make way?

Malaysians: S-kew me.

WHEN SOMEONE OFFERS TO PAY
Britons: Hey! Put your wallet away, this drink is on me.

Malaysians: No need lah.

WHEN ASKING FOR PERMISSION
Britons: Excuse me, but do you think it would be possible for me to enter through this door?

Malaysians: (pointing at the door) Can ah?

WHEN ENTERTAINING
Britons: Please make yourself right at home.

Malaysians: No need shy shy one lah!

WHEN DOUBTING SOMEONE
Britons: I don't recall you giving me the money.

Malaysians: Where got?

WHEN DECLINING AN OFFER
Britons: I would prefer not to do that, if you don't mind.

Malaysians: Don't want lah.

IN DISAGREEING ON A TOPIC OF DISCUSSION
Britons: Err...Tom, I have to stop you there. I understand where you're coming from, but I really have to disagree with what you said about the issue.

Malaysians: You cisinz ah?

WHEN ASKING SOMEONE TO LOWER THEIR VOICE
Britons: Excuse me, but could you please lower your voice? I'm trying to concentrate over here.

Malaysians: Shut up lah!

WHEN ASKING SOMEONE IF HE/SHE KNOWS YOU
Britons: Excuse me, but I noticed you staring at me for sometime. Do I know you?

Malaysians: See what, see what?

WHEN ASSESSING A TIGHT SITUATION
Britons: We seem to be in a bit of a predicament at the moment.

Malaysians: Die lah!!

WHEN TRYING TO FIND OUT WHAT HAD HAPPENED
Britons: Will someone tell me what has just happened?

Malaysians: What happened ah? Why like that one lah?

WHEN SOMEONE DID SOMETHING WRONG
Britons: This isn't the way to do it. Here, let me show you.

Malaysians: Like that also don't know how to do!

WHEN ONE IS ANGRY
Britons: Would you mind not disturbing me?

Malaysians: Celaka you!

o(n.n)o

2010-03-27T00:10:00.006+08:00

today went n take ujian undang-undang teori, n my result was

48/50

answer 2 wrong, 1 from section B n the other from section C..
chew, thought can answer all right, I'm kinda deflated..
1 night b4 I was so nervous until cannot sleep tight..
rolling on my bed here n there..
but never mind, at least I've passed, I repeat

I've PASSED

to those who are going to NS on 27th, 28th n 29th,
good luck, be gentleman, n the most important thing is to

enjoy urself~!!

3 bulan di bintangor

2010-03-16T12:30:00.003+08:00

KISAH MULA DULU HALA
BILA HATI JATUH CINTA
KU TERKENANG RAUT WAJAH
BILA PEJAM MATA

TAWA RIA UBAT LUKA
INGAT DIKAU YANG DI SANA
LAGU INI KHAS KU GUBAH
UNTUK MU OH SAYANG
OH~~~

HATIKU MULAI BOSAN
RINDUKU PADAMU BULAN
KEMUDIANNYA KAU DATANG
OH~~~

KUSANGKA ENGKAU RIANG
RUPANYA HARAPKU PULANG
3 BULAN DI bintangor

memorable experience

2010-03-13T22:58:00.009+08:00

finally can update my blog...
JUZ CAME BACK FROM NS
cnt believe that I actually miss those days in there

Kem Titian Bintangor trip 3 months
-wash clothes for da 1st time
-1 day 6 MEALS!!
-my luggage's lock spoil on da 1st day I used it
-baju celoreng
-kawad kaki
-sunburn
-temper tanpa senjata
-leg pain
-plz be serious, this is CPR
-cikgu Sam kena PECAT!!
-flying-fox
-aktiviti berhalangan
-BSN
-y non-muslim nid to wear short pants? sebab malaysia panas ma..
-derma darah
-PDK, dancing, singing
-M-16!!
-kraf hutan(demonstrasi memasak)
-"tanah airku"
-make-up
-"si baju hijau"
-"u r sooooo cute"
-kem ulu pari
-kayak, rakit
-lou sang
-merentas desa
-'A' frame
- "argh~!!tolong~!!sakit~!!"
-refuge in hutan
-tarik tali
-"gelak, gelak, ke belakang pusing~!!"
-"saya cakap, saya buat~!!"
-PT 10
-"jangan pisahkan, aku dan dia, tuhan tolonglah, kucinta dia, biarkan kami tetap bersama~"
-"aduhai malang Pak Kaduk"
-adek bongsu
-charlie bah tu

I didn't regret that I had participated in Program Latihan Khidmat Negara, it's a memorable experience for me, I'll never ever forget it. Those days that

we laugh,

we cried,

we shouted,

we moaned,

we sang,

we enjoyed,

we bored,

we played

together. If I ever forget, plz remind me~

untitled

2010-03-10T15:14:00.003+08:00

now I only know that,

orang asli = original people

hahaha, so funny xP

bye 2009~

2010-01-01T08:18:00.003+08:00

time really flies, a flip of eye, is new year~

2009 seems a quite relax year for me, although I'm one of the school candidate for SPM 2009, n the results I'll get sure very rubbish one.. sigh..

2010

a new year

a new decade

a new challenge for me

for the past 2009

i dunno wad I've really done

schooling, examining, outing, sing K-ing, chor D-ing, 38ing, etc...

n not concentrade on wad i'm studying

O.o

haiz.. no eye see..

going to ns soon

hope won't die

hope can meet lots of lots of fren

gonna miss u all

w8 me, chinese new year

I'll be there for U!!

6U gathering 29.12.09

2009-12-30T13:08:00.006+08:00

thank you all for giving me faces, 24 out of 50 ex-6Us came. Not like the last time gathering, only girls..

chi kwong, when I 1st saw u, I cnt recognize u, u have changed alot~

weng kit, u already grOOOOwww taller, haha

walao, wen hui, u are so yeeeeeeng lo, i got kena electric X.x

chi kean, thinner jo, leng zai jo tim..haha

chi hung, i din expect that u will actually come, so surprise

KX's birthday 11.12.09

2009-12-12T12:31:00.005+08:00

went to Madam Kwan's @ Pavilion for cousin brother's birthday celebration

I like this lamplight, it looks so unique, it's make up of numerous of hanging thingies

my dad ordered a cup of espresso, when it's served, we were all speechless...

it's sooooooo mini-tiny-small-little.. if I weren't highlighted it, I'm sure that it's not noticeable

It cost RM7.20 per cup, it was like 2 ringgit per scoop and 2o cents per drops..

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY, KUM XUN~~

KL's birthday celebration 10.12.09

2009-12-11T14:10:00.006+08:00

since he had negative thought about he was celebrating his birthday alone way b4 17th, we decided to give him a birthday blast..

we planed to do it on outing at neway~

MISSION ACCOMPLISHED

he's staring the ceremony

mango delight, so sour >.<

da bOys~

the singing was ended at 05.30pm & the adjustment that we made was the same.. o.O weird

finally a last group picture b4 leaving~ all white~~

Semakan Status Terpilih Dan Semakan Penempatan Bagi Kump. 1 Siri 7/2010

2009-11-27T14:27:00.003+08:00

NAMA:LOH PHUI NYING
NO. KAD PENGENALAN:92051714****

KUMPULAN:1
PUSAT BERKUMPUL:PARK & RIDE, (DEPAN SEK ALAM SHAH PUTRAJAYA)
NEGERI PUSAT BERKUMPUL:

NAMA KEM:KEM TITIAN BINTAGOR, REMBAU, NEGERI SEMBILAN
ALAMAT KEM:BINTAGOR

POSKOD KEM:71150
BANDAR KEM:REMBAU
NEGERI KEM:NEGERI SEMBILAN

TARIKH LAPOR:03-JAN-2010

MASA LAPOR:09:30 AM

CATATAN:

since my birthday

2009-11-19T17:06:00.006+08:00

I was born on 17th May 1992

the day where Sunday was
the day where Wesak Day was
the day where Thomas Cup regained after 24 years

Since my birth 6395 days ago,

My heart has beat more than 663033600 times

My heart had pumped more than 48410150 litres or 12790000 gallons of blood

My kidneys have filtered more than 1087150 litres or 287775 gallons of blood

I have breathed more than 138132000 times

I have inhaled more than 66565555 litres or 70345000 quarts of air

My breathing has generated more than 575505 kg or 12688.49 pounds of CO2

I have blinked more than 85947700 times

My mouth has produced more than 6075.25 litres or 1598.75 gallons of saliva

My body has shed more than 11894.7 grams or 26.22 pounds of skin

I have lost more than 639500 strands of hair

If I hadn't taken single haircut, my hair would be more than 105.75 inches long today

If I hadn't cut my fingernails a single time, they would be more than 21.1035 inches long today

If I hadn't cut my toenails a single time, they would be more than 12.1505 inches long today

I'm a zombie

2009-11-17T23:43:00.010+08:00

tomorrow is the big day & I'm still bloggin, this is not the BAD thing, though

the WORSE thing is
SPM is this wed & I was still playing megaminx (just bought it on Sunday)

I spent my whole Sun playing it..

time flies~

last but not least, the WORST thing is:

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* * * * *
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now I'm like a zombie.. wee~~

such symptoms are:

matanya suram
mukanya pucat
rambutnya kusut

p/s: countdown within 10 hours...

to all SPMers,

gud luck

all the best~~

pandu puteri '09

2009-11-14T00:24:00.005+08:00

this year is my last year of secondary school life & of other secondary school activities..

so I really appreciate it (sometimes) *nyeknyek*

tata~~

wth??!!

2009-11-04T12:39:00.004+08:00

yeah~ pizza for dinner on Sunday night, BUT wad I get in the midnight is throat pain.. argh..
the next day, running noses.. sniffing all the time until my handkerchief all wet, skin surround my nose also wore off, pain..

the same day at night, fever came.. argh!! Y I'm so unlucky?? ate some medicine then slept for almost one day!! my one day time flew away jo.. still have well-prepared for SPM..

then suddenly my mind flash out: "wad if I kena H1N1?"
i was like WTH O.o
SPM is just another 14 days..
wad is I really kena?? walao, if I quarantine , then how am I going for exam..

fast fast went to seek treatment.. luckily the doctor said is just the common flu.. my boulder suddenly disappear..

bye bye~~

2009-11-01T00:09:00.003+08:00

"...and now, I end my class for this year."

tuition at hai lin finally had come to an end, this means that my career as a form 5 student will come to an end too.. one day..

although I am just tuition there for almost 1 year only, but dunno why I had a feeling of 'ngm sae tek'

all teachers are quite nice.. I really admire zhong lai shi.. I always dreams that if I'm 50% alike her knowledge.. that would be nice.. but dream is just a mimpi..

thank you, teachers, for teaching us..

thank you, teachers, for everything..

thank you, tuition-mates, for every jokes we r having..

bye~

take care~

Cloudy With A Change of Meatballs

2009-10-20T18:45:00.012+08:00

went to watch [Cloudy With a Chance of Meatballs] at KLCC with jia & pui..
when pui pui called me in the morning, it's already 9.33am & I'm still sleeping.. If she didn't called up, I'll sure continue sleep until satisfy (that means no 11am I won't wake up) ..
walao.. late jor.. fast fast fast.. rush rush rush.. took bath took bath.. then pui pui came my house & we leave at 11..

we reached KLCC at 12 noon.. went buy tickets.. then went secret recipe for jia's b'day cake.. after that hunting for jz's b'day present.. walk here walk there.. w8 for jia (so slow)
when jia reached, it's already 2pm.. stared her for awhile, then straightly went into the cinema since the show is at 2 (ngam ngam hou) , the popcorn was d*** sweat, after u eat the popcorn, u cnt taste the coke anymore..

after the show, we planned to go Delicious since melia recommend it, but we cnt find it.. we gave up & in the end, we were having lunch at the food court.. the food was so salty, sick of it..
in the food court, i walked here n there (like a sha po) to ask people whether they have lighter.. I wan to light up a candle for jia to blow it.. but i cnt find any T^T sob sob.. so jia just blow the candle without fire.. haha.. she looked so adorable that time..

生活中18件傻傻的事情，我做过了15件

2009-10-18T00:37:00.004+08:00

放松一下，生活中18件傻傻的事情，你做过几件？？

1、用手插入米缸的米里面插来插去/玩来玩去
有，还给妈妈骂

2、地下有阶砖时，特意隔一格一格来走（不可走过界，要完全在格内）
跟弟弟比赛tim

3、用镜面等反光物品反射阳光，照来照去
有

4、铺张纸在硬币上面，然后用铅笔在上面描，描个形出来
最后一次在form 2

5、吃完瑞士糖（Sugus）之后，将糖纸包回原本四四方方的形状出来
有朋友上当tim

6、超级市场踩着购物车行走
现在还玩着，哈哈

7、贴张写着“我是白痴”等等的纸条在同学的背后
还没试过，想尝试

8、拍别人左边站在别人右边
有有，最爱的

9、踩别人的影子
印象中好像有

10、丢别人门口的拖鞋下楼
我没有酱坏啦

11、下楼梯时坐在扶手上面滑下来
好像还跌倒tim

12、在电梯(Escalator)上往相反方向走
有有

13、用萤光笔(Highlighter)油指甲
墨汁算不算？？

14、下雨用伞，总是故意地转那把伞
特地的

15、对着镜子学跳舞／演戏／唱歌
大把啦

16、在街上见到狗就扮猫叫，见到猫就扮狗吠
酱就没有喔

17、下雨的时候,拿起伞故意往雨大的地方走去听雨啪啪的声音感觉很爽
一时一时咯

18、玩家电包装里的那张有很多泡泡的塑料膜,把泡泡一个一个按破
肯定是我最快抢到的

dead xp

2009-10-12T21:28:00.003+08:00

38 days to SPM..

& I'm not in that mood..

sigh..

just get my trials results.. speechless..

when bio teacher gave us back our papers, she said:

" The more u study, the more u forget;
the more u forget, the less u know."

This is what our class experience.. In the end, she just advised us to STUDY SMART but not STUDY HARD

1 day, I studied bio n I read this..

[the fibres give bulk to the intestinal contents]

then who will give bulk to ME??!!
nid HELP here!!!

reticence

2009-10-05T16:49:00.003+08:00

小孩子画的图画永远都是一目了然，既简单，又能充分地表达他们内心里的想法，从不掩饰，单刀直入，丝毫没有一丁点儿污染，是那么的天真无邪

随着年龄的成长，我们慢慢的不再把内心的想法说出来，久而久之就成了一种习惯，所以人与人之间才有那么多的误会隔膜误解争执

因为经验的累积，因为曾经犯过的错，我们不再表达心中的想法，只能站在一旁沉默着

whole stomach of furious

2009-10-03T16:57:00.011+08:00

"formal.. formal.. formal.."

one day b4 the graduation, school keeps repeating the word FORMAL..
wat is meant by formal anyway??
once I din wear here uncover there exposure then is called formal already, rite??
but in the skul's thought, formal is [kena balut semua],
I think it is better to wrap a fabric all over the body..

early in da morning, once me & pui pui reach the auditorium MPAJ, vice-principal saw us in da pants-form, she din scold us, she just ask us y were we wearing pants, even Encik Nazrin also praise us, he says wear pants also look nice.. b4 the graduation starts, i saw in total, 7 girls (include the 2 of us) wearing pants BUT in the end NO ONE is wearing pants to receive the certificate..all also change to skirt..I looked like a dumbo..

jing yi & violet got scoled & cried.. sigh.. wat is the problem if the skirt is not longer than the knee.. the cope is tooo long, no size to choose some more.. then how r them going to wear as the cope almost cover the whole legs..

on pong carnival~~

2009-09-27T18:09:00.004+08:00

went to [on pong carnival] , wake up early in the morning (dunno y wake up so early, sign)

wah!! so many people as i step into the skul gate bak kata pepatah ''people mountain people sea'' (haha)

saw many old frens of mine : yik xuan, chee hung, tien hoong, kai li, dong erl, hui xin, shu yan, yee siong, lie wah, lai yee, jing lang, jun xian, chi keat, mei kee, shio hui, choy yoong, jia ru, suet yee n many mores...

i cnt recognize leong yan yan teacher, she changggees a lot, really a lot..

hey buddies: 得闲出来饮茶，记得啊！！

G-force

2009-09-25T12:12:00.004+08:00

went to watch G-force on Tuesday night..

I can't believe that Jian Ming is in the same theater with me.. even in the same row: Row D
but I din saw him b4 or after the movie..

the vehicle in the movie so yeng..
it's made out of three balls that the normal CRV cnt chase it..

Mr. Yanshu

人家hari raya，我就hari累呀

2009-09-21T23:45:00.009+08:00

Since today is hari raya, a public holiday, woke up late in the morning. After preparing ourselves, off we go~~

1st stop: Istana Negara

after having breakfast at dunno which Bandar bandar, we passed-by & went down for photo shooting..
ding dong.. at 12 o'clock noon.. we saw the changing of the mounted royal guard ceremony.. one of the horse waving its tail left & right n after that we saw its SHIT dropping off..eew..

2nd stop: Muzium Negara

we saw sooo many foreign (coz all the malay balik kampung ady ma) ..

ancient coffin

sword that is said to kill JWW Birch at Pasir Salak

the 1st ever jalur gemilang (not enough 14 stripes ?.? )

3rd stop: Tian Hou Temple

heard that got many xN couples married on 9.9.09

took photo wit my zodiac: monkey..!!

saw this key chain, so nice. it's a pity din buy it..

4th stop: uncle's house

uncle ask my mum go there n cook, but in the end, both of my parents were in the kitchen as my uncle bought back crab!! My father most panai cook crab, even panai then my mum, so he's the chef for crab menu.. the crab was so tasty until i almost eat the whole plate (paiseh ><)

5th stop: dating wit Mr Chou Gong

Zzz... (一切尽在无言当中，哈哈)

Yokai Doctor 妖怪医生

2009-09-17T13:15:00.002+08:00

Recently I had finish reading this comic, titled "Yokai Doctor". This story is about Kotoko comes from a long line of exorcists, but her spiritual abilities are limited to being able to see spirits that are invisible to humans. Then she meets Kuro, a dweeby classmate who has an unusual after school job: he's a yokai doctor who cures a strange array of supernatural patients.

This is the 1st time i read comic until my tears went down (I think)
It's quite inspire until ME also sob sob T^T

“friendship conquers all!” is the golden rules of the main character.. In the story, friendship really conquers all, BUT what about in the reality, I guess no one can give me a specific answer..

finally~~wakaka..

2009-09-15T14:52:00.006+08:00

finally after 3 weeks of

fighting..
battling..
combating..
contending..
struggling..

MY trial is left only math n account~~!!

these two subjects sap sap sui la..

sure get A de.. haha

080909 18th anniversary

2009-09-09T16:11:00.010+08:00

of KLCC & KL Tower

yesterday was my mum & dad 18th anniversary.. I suppose they are going out for celebration without bringing the 3 of us as the spotlights.. BUT my dad bring us along too.. huhu~~ We went to [ Revolving Bintang Restaurant ] with an impressive 360 degree view of KL in Federal Hotel~~ wee><

after preparing for ourselves, we were out yeah~~

my lamb chops

my fruit punch (mock tail)

the food there so nice, but I dislike the ice-cream. It tastes weird o.O
AND I had the opportunity to play the grand piano too.. so shuang.. lala~~

徐志摩《再别康桥》

2009-08-26T22:55:00.003+08:00

轻轻的我走了，正如我轻轻的来；我轻轻的招手，作别西天的云彩。
那河畔的金柳，是夕阳中的新娘；波光里的艳影，在我的心头荡漾。
软泥上的青荇，油油的在水底招摇；在康桥的柔波里，我甘心做一条水草。
那榆荫下的一潭，不是清泉，是天上虹揉碎在浮藻间，沉淀着彩虹似的梦。
寻梦？撑一支长篙，向青草更青处漫溯；载满一船星辉，在星辉班斓里放歌。
但我不能放歌，悄悄是别离的笙箫；夏虫也为我沉默。沉默是今晚的康桥。
悄悄的我走了，正如我悄悄的来；我挥一挥衣袖，不带走一片云彩。

hiccups all day long..(Hic!)

2009-08-24T23:14:00.006+08:00

yesterday, having hiccups all day long..(Hic!)
-->in the morning
--->in the afternoon
---->in the evening
----->even (Hic!) in the night

tried so many methods to cure it, also no use..(i gave up T^T)

hold my breath
only gulp SEVEN times of water continuously
pinch my nose closed
drink lots of water

also no use~~ (Hic!!) argh~~
swt.. i guess only go to sleep then my hiccups can cure..haiz..

嘉, 生日快乐``

2009-08-22T11:01:00.003+08:00

`08

`09

Your Birthday is a special day..
One that's just for you
A time for doing everything
You specially like to do..
And on this day that belongs to you,
The wish this greeting brings
Is for the joy you so deserve
And all life's nicest things!
~ Happy Birthday ~

smile~

during quarantine..

2009-08-18T12:44:00.006+08:00

my school has been closed for one week since 12/8/09..
felt a little relieve coz finally can study..

this is what i had face for N hours..

* ..forces & motion..
..forces & pressure..
..heat..
..light..
..waves..
..electricity..
..electromagnetism..
..electronics..
..radioactivity.. *

now all the things spinning inside my head..
round & round & round & round & round..

is a good choice to have a break sometimes..
>___<

~coffee + milo + tea~

so nice~~
this is also what had accompany me for N hours..

jing yi, happy sweat 17th~~!!

2009-08-15T20:15:00.000+08:00

`06

`09

Fresh air... fresh idea... fresh talent... fresh energy...

i wish u to have a...
special Sunday..
marvelous Monday...
tasty Tuesday...
wonderful Wednesday...
thankful Thursday...
friendly Friday...
successful Saturday...
*have a great week ahead*

~happy birthday~

cooking competition OR JUZ sandwish making??

2009-08-14T10:42:00.008+08:00

last Saturday, our girl guide having a [cooking competition] or juz [sandwich & salad making] ??

at class,

me : "mana jia jia? y she so slow de? she's going to bring the
mayonnaise.i din bring lie.. my house de finish already jor.."
jia(sms) : "i sick already, cnt go to skul.."
me : "wt?! arh.. no mayonnaise le.. then i go 7-11 buy"
jia(sms) : " paiseh a.."
me : " nvm la.."

then i went 7-11@shell, finish jor..
7-11@skul opposite, large de..
99market, haven open for business..
savemore, belum buka lagi...

haiz.. no choice.. i have to but the large de.. RM6.30

at canteen,

tada~~

our group de..

ΛV other contestant

tis one ar.. no nid compete also champion already lo.. so nice><

teacher ask me to give each one a try n give marks..
walao.. give marks.. so yeng..
give wrong ady then will they punch me?? haha..

and finally,

- the champion of -
sandwish category : our group~~ (yeah~~!!)
salad category : shalini's group~~

saponification => sabun

2009-08-07T16:20:00.008+08:00

Aim: To prepare soap through saponification

today, chemistry doing experiment of making soap.. yes.. it's soap..

because of out tuition teacher had make once for us, so it's very excited to see the procedure:

first, mix all the materials in a beaker, then heat it..

after that, filter the product formed..

and finally the soap is finished!!!!

tada~~~

this is wan chi's group's product

actually our group's filter paper's koyak already & a hole is formed.. all the precipitate has ran out... haiz...

Conclusion: palm oil + sodium hydroxide -> soap + glycerol

a VERY belated b'day celebration

2009-08-07T15:55:00.007+08:00

after skul, we went to~

dang dang dang dang~~
secret recipe!!! bandar baru ampang branch~~

sai kit belanja us for our b'day cakes... althought is a little bit late but i appreciate it very much~~ thank you~~

thank you~~

terima kasih~~

谢谢~~